Welcome to a Kooky World!
Kooky Farooky
Writer - Author - Poet
6
Years
8
Months
"Those who believe, and follow the Jews, the Christians, and the Muslims
who believe in one true God and the last day, and work righteous deeds
shall have their reward with their Lord,
on them shall be no fear, nor shall they grieve."
There is only one true God.
Judaism
שְׁמַע יִשְׂרָאֵל יְהוָה אֱלֹהֵינוּ יְהוָה אֶחָד
“Hear, O Israel: The Lord is our God, the Lord is One.”
YAHWEH
God's name in
HEWBREW
Christianity
Kyrios heis estin
"The Lord is one."
DEUS
God's name in
LATIN
Islam
لَا إِلَٰهَ إِلَّا ٱللَّ ٰهُ
"There is no god, but God."
ALLAH
God's name in
ARABIC
GOD's HOLY BOOKS
God's most recognized Prophets
Prophet Moses (p.b.u.h.)
Prophet Jesus (p.b.u.h.)
Prophet Muhammad (p.b.u.h.)
God's Prophets & Messengers
And many more
(peace be upon them)
GOD's MESSAGE
(Same message delivered by ALL the Prophets, Messengers, Saints, and Scholars).
01
He is the only one true God.
02
He alone is worthy of Worship.
03
Care for the Poor, the Sick and the Orphan.
Our Life Issues
(Mental Health Issues)
Depression
A mood disorder involving persistent low mood or loss of interest that significantly impairs daily functioning. (Medical)
My soul feels buried in absolute darkness, and I find myself living inside my own head, completely alone. (Kooky)
Addiction
A chronic disorder marked by compulsive substance use despite harmful consequences and loss of control. (Medical)
I just can't stop no matter how hard I try to quit it. Even when it doesn't feel good, I can't let it go. (Kooky)
Anger
Recurrent, disproportionate aggressive outbursts reflecting impaired impulse control and causing distress or impairment. (Medical)
I am angry at everyone around me and even when no one is there, I am still angry. (Kooky)
Trauma
A disorder that develops after exposure to a traumatic event, characterized by intrusive memories, avoidance, and heightened arousal. (Medical)
It happened to me before, and I’m scared it will happen again. I don’t think I can survive it another time. (Kooky)
Anxiety
A condition of excessive, persistent fear or worry that interferes with normal functioning. (Medical)
Grief/Loss
A persistent and intense mourning response that lasts beyond expected norms and significantly disrupts functioning. (Medical)
The fear of going, getting there, staying there, and talking to people keeps me from going or doing anything. (Kooky)
I know people come and go in this life, but I wasn't ready. This is too much...I can't handle it. (Kooky)
GOD's WILL
Power of Faith
Helped Me.
Physically
(Body)
Mentally
(Mind)
Spiritually
(Soul)
MY OWN ADDICTIONS
Addiction is the gradual surrender of willpower, slowly corroding your soul and leaving it vulnerable and exposed. Each act of transgression and sin moves you closer to your own demise. It clouds your priorities, numbs your clarity, and convinces you that you need the very thing that is quietly undoing you.
Addictions
Pornagraphy
Alcohol
Womanizing
Cigarettes
Gambling
Marijuana
Other Drugs
Years
33 Years
32 Years
27 Years
24 Years
23 Years
23 Years
13 Years
---As of February 2026---
100% SOBER
Sobriety is a whole different kind of buzz.
Power of GOD
Can Help You Too
Renew Faith &
Worship GOD
Novella available on Amazon & Kindle
A modern apocalyptic novella where God's Prophets unite to save humanity from the Devil and his demons.
A religious fiction which includes Prophets and Messengers of the Monothetic religions.
The virus of 2019 is when the seeds were planted to bring the end of the world on NYE 2032.
Storyville
Stories coming soon...
Pain to Poems to Prayers
I am depressed, angry and alone
Addicted to booze, pills and porn.
In faith I am finding hope
Praying to the Creator, our Lord
To make me healthy, strong and whole.
I will never fail you, you will always be with me
Spend each night together, sleep in symmetry.
Sometimes you hurt, sometimes you bring fun
Every moment turns into an epic one.
You make me sing, you make me dance
End up hanging out, late with the band.
Wherever I go, you’re right there too
Hiding behind a glass of something new.
Time we spend, laughs we share
Together we make a good pair.
You’re the one who always stays
My laughter, my tears, our escapades.
First thing I reach for when I am in need
A little bit of comfort…a little bit of peace
You have always been there for me
You are my precious commodity
You make me nervous, hard to think
You pull me close, to ruin’s brink.
I’ve started fights I could’ve skipped
All because I took those sips.
My parents hate you, they call you vice
I call you a friend by my side.
My kids stop calling when you’re around
Their eyes go quiet. Their smiles drown.
Still, I defend you. You’re worth the pain
A flare in fire, a rush in rain.
You don’t mind. You never cared.
You’ll never leave, you’ll always be there.
First thing I reach for when I am in need
A little bit of comfort…a little bit of peace
You have always been there for me
You are my precious commodity
I don’t blame you, you are worth the trouble
I will take you as my friend over any other.
My girl says it’s a problem
One of us must go, that’s her ultimatum.
Maybe we need some time apart
Not forever, it’s a start.
Let’s meet again in moderation
I owe my soul some restoration.
This is the last time, I swear it’s true
One more night, just me and you.
I know you’ll call, you always do
But I’ll be busy, working through.
We had great times, we really partied
Now I am going to live a life of sobriety.
I am depressed, angry and alone
Addicted to booze, pills and porn.
In faith I am finding hope
Praying to the Creator, our Lord
To make me health, strong and whole.
BY: Kooky Farooky
Precious Commodity
(Addiction)
Pain to Poems to Prayers
Stressing About Things
(Anxiety)
BY: Kooky Farooky
It has never been so tense for me
I wake up most nights stressing about things
Life’s gotten harder, I am breaking
Can’t tunnel out of this cave in
Harder I work, deeper I go
Why can’t I dig myself out of this hole
Work two jobs, nothing to show
Can’t seem to buy fruit for my home
Taxes are high, my income is low
Politicians are eating their cake slow
My car is broken, I can’t afford gas
Can’t even buy a stinking metro pass
I go to stores, I can’t buy things
Have to check pricing on everything
It’s amazing to me where they have gone
Cost of milk in scores and gallons
We’ve cut down, we don’t eat cheese
Soda and juice are not necessities
There was a time when I bought beers in cases
Now I am down to drinking Ole English
We had scotch, whiskey all over
We don’t drink wine from bottles anymore
My clothes are old, my socks are ripped
I put on a fake smile in hopes of getting tips
It’s my second job that’s killing me
Bus boy in a restaurant or driving a taxi
Never before have I scraped for change
Find coins in the couch or between seat cushions
Electricity has been shut before, phone bill late
Sitting in the dark house with no way to communicate
Hoping someone would open the gate
Let a little light shine down on my fate
Pull it together, catch my breath
Before I choke or suffocate
I am not greedy, it’s not for show
Raking in millions is not my goal
It’s not much I ask for
I am not looking for a jackpot
I want to make just enough to eat
Maybe afford a few luxuries
Not needing two jobs to furnish my needs
Be able to take care of my entire family
It has never been so tense for me
I wake up most nights stressing about things
Life’s gotten harder, I am breaking
Can’t tunnel out of this cave in
Pain to Poems to Prayers
Hate On Me
(Hate, Self-Loathing, Bullying)
BY: Kooky Farooky
It’s okay it happens to me
I live with it indiscriminately
People like to hate on me
Because they don’t like what they see
I’m a little strange, I’ll admit
Not quite the mold, I will never fit
I speak, I move, I see things weird
A human with blood beneath my layers
Bones like yours, nerves that sting
Words that cut deep. They really cling
Some nights, I sit and let it play
This bullying…it must go away
It’s okay I’ve come to believe
The problem must lie within me
People like to hate on me
Because they’re scared of what they see
I blame myself, for what they say
I am the one born this way
So I retreat, avoid the eyes
Avoid their stares, their whispered lies
They flinch like I’m a walking curse
Afraid they’ll catch... something worse
Afraid that if they meet my eyes
They’ll see a mirror they despise
It’s okay it’s the same old routine
The world forgets people like me
People like to hate on me
The silence helps them live and breathe
I’ve seen the headlines come and go
Outrage flickers, then it blows
They march, they post, they hashtag grief
But justice comes with no relief
When the cameras fade away
I still live this, every day
I brace myself for every slight
For every name, they throw at night
It’s okay I tell myself
While battling my darkest self
People like to hate on me
But they can never hate me, as much as me.
I’ve cursed myself a thousand times
I’ve lost my grip, crossed many lines
Ashamed of rage that wasn’t right
I’ve bruised my spirit and my mind
The fight outside...I turned within
Causing myself all the pain
I’m still here, I’m still in this fight
I won't give up, not tonight
It’s okay, it happened to me
But it won’t be the end of me
People like to hate on me
And I will always be who I need to be.
Pain to Poems to Prayers
No Peace
(Regret, Remorse)
BY: Kooky Farooky
It’s been a while since my life’s been this way
I sit on the porch with my eyes closed all day
Dreaming of the life…what it could have been
If I had someone to keep me calm and sane
Now I find myself in this square block
Living with the sins that I can’t recall
I transgressed. I got lost. I went astray.
Believing in people full of jealousy and hate
Did very little good and I did a lot of bad
My repentance does not even stand a chance
Time to decide which way to go
Part of me wants to go up, but my abode is way below
I could ask for forgiveness. I would repent
There is no path that leads me to Heaven.
What could have been will never be
I live with myself with no peace
I see the light, but I can’t reach
I dug myself in too deep
I cry myself to sleep each night
Thinking about the past and my life
It was so bright, I was so full of hope
It came crashing down by those that were close
There is no one else to blame, it’s all on me
I am reminded of it with tears on my cheeks
Morning would be the time I stood up to fight
Battle was lost before the end of the night
My regrets are bad, my remorse is worse
I have done things, I am not proud of
I was not right. I was blinded by greed.
The lighthouse was behind me, I was swimming out to sea
I was fighting for air, grasping for breath
Asking my Lord to pull me out of the mess
But all is lost now. There is nothing more
As I sit on the porch…with my eyes closed
What could have been will never be
I live with myself with no peace
I see the light, but I can’t reach
I dug myself in too deep
Pain to Poems to Prayers
Wind In The Rain
(Redemption)
BY: Kooky Farooky
When life is in your final round
Large drops of rain start forming ponds
All you can do is stand on your ground
Hoping you can weather this storm
Knee deep in water, your vessel starts to float
In a direction, towards where there is no shore
The sun dies right in front of your eyes
And the cold wind starts to take its flight
Dark and alone, you embrace them both
Let the rain in the wind pour
Every drop of rain the wind dries
You drift further away into the night
Only the dark moon shines its light
Your vision is limited to your mind
The world behind you continues to grow
You float around hoping to go
The sun will rise, it’s something you know
Wind starts to howl, water continues to pour
Lost and scared, you embrace them both
Let the wind in the rain blow
You see a light under that moon
Your heart loses a beat, just at the view
As you start to get close
Wind decides to take another course
You cry out to Him, say His word
A thunderous crack tears through your soul
It’ll be alright now, you embrace them both
Let the wind in the rain blow
All is lost, you cannot hold
When you realize you are moving no more
Stuck in the middle, water all around
You take a leap of Faith onto the ground
No more rain drops pour down your face
All of a sudden a large Golden Gate appears
You are whisked inside, wind sails you away
You find yourself in a heaven’s tale
Where the sun shines and rivers sail
The rain and wind were your saving grace
MANY MORE POEMS COMING SOON!
BREAKING HABITS
Fight The Phone
01
Let your phone be a phone.
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Use your phone for calls or text messages only.
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Make yourself use your PC or laptop for internet or social media.
02
Sleep without your phone.
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Leave your phone away from you while you sleep.
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Turn notifications off.
03
Hands Free Walking
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Walk, ride, commute or drive without your phone.
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Connect with your surrounding.
Change is not the hardest thing you can through.
This is the hardest thing you are going through.
Blog
Drafting in progress
Events
Sober (Non-Alcoholic)
Activities and Gatherings.
Coming Soon
"Worship your Lord who created you and those before you
So that you may guard against evil."
Novella (Published November 2025)
Available on Amazon & Kindle.
Synopsis:
When a lethal virus emerges in December 2019, it claims millions of lives and plunges society into moral decay. This unraveling of humanity's ethical fabric lays fertile ground for Iblees—many call Lucifer—to set in motion his long-awaited apocalypse.
As the clock strikes midnight on December 31, 2032, the thin veneer of human civilization cracks and peels away, revealing the demons that had been nesting beneath all along. Determined to extinguish the last flame of faith, Iblees unleashes his most powerful lieutenants: Asmodeus: Temptress of Desire. Molech: Demon of Fire. and Beelzebub: Mistress of Decay.
The forces of darkness do not stand unopposed. From across the monotheistic religions, divine messengers answer humanity's desperate prayers: Adam and Eve, Abraham, Noah, Moses, and Muhammad unite to protect humankind.
Empowered by celestial might, the prophets stand against hell's generals, shielding the dwindling faithful from retribution. At the precipice of defeat, an unexpected divine intervention may yet tip the scales toward redemption—though the question of humanity's worthiness hangs in the balance. The ancient prophets wage this global war not merely for victory, but for mankind's very existence.
"There are the people who buy the life of this world at the price of the hereafter
their penalty shall not be lightened nor shall they be helped."
@KookyFarooky
@KookyAyna (Ayna = Reflection)
I AM KOOKY
I was raised on Long Island, NY in a loving, well-educated family that placed a strong emphasis on integrity, hard work, and education. I earned my bachelor’s degree in Finance from Hofstra University and began my career in banking. In 2004, I moved to Arizona after my mother suffered a stroke, and I have called it home ever since.
Most of my professional life has been spent in healthcare, managing medical clinics and gaining firsthand insight into the industry from nearly every angle. Over time, I became increasingly disillusioned as I watched the U.S. healthcare system become overtaken by insurance companies. What was once centered on patient care became driven by money and greed. After years of fighting for patients, I ultimately stepped away from the field to reconnect with my true passion...Writing.
I have always been a social, energetic person who loves being surrounded by family and friends. Traveling, dancing, and celebrating life were, and still are, an important part of who I am. Over time, however, my pursuit of enjoyment crossed its boundaries, and I found myself giving in to sinful behaviors that was consuming more of my soul than I ever intended.
I became spiritually weakened and exposed. During that vulnerable period, I experienced what can only be describe as Spiritual attacks. These were encounters not of the physical world, but of unseen "Beings" that brought on physical pain and left me shaken. Those moments became a turning point for me. Recognizing the vulnerability of my soul, I returned to my faith and sought refuge, strength, and protection through Prayer and sincere devotion to God. Through that devotion, I overcame my addictions and changed my habits, becoming a stronger man in every way, physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and psychologically.
I was raised in a Muslim household where faith was always present in my life, even if I wasn’t always consistent in practicing it during my younger years. As I grew older, my spiritual curiosity deepened. I began reading the Torah (Old Testament), the Bible (New Testament), and the Quran, which helped shape my understanding of faith, humanity, and purpose.
I continue to Pray everyday and remain committed to continued spiritual and religious growth, striving each day to become a better man. Through my writing, I hope to share messages of faith, repentance, and forgiveness. All with gratitude and reverence to the one true God.
May God bless us all.
And may God bless the United States of America.
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